There's just something unsettling about 30 pairs of 11 years old eyes watching your every move...

Hope it gets better...

Recording was good , I'm so glad all my friends remembered ....and wished me to play well...

Thankfully, my japanese guru was there, that made things much easier.

Thankfully, my trustworthy page turner came even though she has a 101 degree fever...

Thankfully , i hired a violinist and singer who were both professional and mature.

And of course, thankfully , the piano technician is a man of amazing dedication who left the concert he was attending to come fix a broken hammer on the piano. I owe him a big fat thank you card.

Step one has been completed . Step two is paperwork, to be completed by Dec. 1st.

Hmm, i fear i dotn' know how to go back to school...

Its seems liek such a long time now since i've sat at a desk, taken notes, , i'm not even sure if i can fit everythign i have to do in my time schedule. ...

I have 12 credits stupidly disbursed throughout 4 days a week, 100 hours of observation , i work 3 days a week totaling about 15,16 hours a week....and i have to practice at least ... 19, 20 hours a week. hmmmm....

Went to staples the other day, and took an hour to purchase 3 things, one of which i didnt' need.

Suddenly time is going by quick quick quickly, and school is creeping up too soon , much sooner than i wanted ,not that i wanted to go back at all. Lol, i'm starting to understand ppl. who don't go back to get a degree, or a masters degree...its not that i dotn' wanna learn , i've always liked school its like all right, but ... i just want to have a real life already. Just a simple full time job, which leaves time to do other things, and a paycheck thats reasonably good. I' don't need millions, christ at this point rather than going back to school i'd settle for 30, 40 grand a year. That woudl be okay, as long as hopefully there was promise of eventual raises. ...

Point is , goign back to school really seems liek a chore this year. ITs like , ppl. kept saying oh must be so happy ur done... DONE? what , cuz they're handing me a piece of paper that says Bachelors on it? ( which they still haven't done btw) , but truth is ur not really done until u dont' have to go back anymore...and me , i still have 3 years to go....and i hate it.

Had the biopsy a couple of days ago. It was surprisingly painless, not the most comforting feeling in the world...but u couldn't really call it pain either. The results will be in by next week or so, and meanwhile i look like a littly tiny vampire bit me on the neck. Its kinda funny.

In other news, Grad tuition at BC costs almost $4000 a semester....Fu  - uck ! But i'm looking for ways to pay for it.

I'm playing a few church services every sunday for the rest of the month.. Me ...? Playing in church? THats right!

Work is well, the kiddies have yet another recital coming up, this time only for the best ones, at BC.